Lull in lullaby… :)

MY OH MY! It’s been almost two months since I last posted in this journo-blog of mine, eh… Before I knew it, Eid Mubarak is long past gone and EID-UL-ADHA will pretty soon be celebrated globally with the culmination of the pinnacle of pilgrimages — the HAJ ritual for about a couple of million Muslims in Islam’s holiest city of Mekah in Saudi Arabia in a few weeks’ time. It’s the fifth obligatory pillar of the Islamic faith and I’ve not done it yet! Funny how people would address me as Haji when I’ve never performed the Haj which is compulsory for all able-bodied Muslims to make the spiritual journey at least once in a lifetime. INSYA ALLAH (God willing) I shall perform the Haj before I die in Peace, Love and Kindness… Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

My last short sojourn was a couple of weeks ago when I accompanied a business partner on a whirlwind trip starting with a drive from Brunei to Kota Kinabalu (Sabah) and hopped on an AirAsia flight to Johore Bahru from KK airport. Then onwards to Singapore crossing the causeway and took a night-train ride to Kuala Lumpur Central Station before taking an express coach to Penang island. Having accomplished a number of business dealings in each stop, we flew back aboard AirAsia (naturally) to KK from Bayan Lepas airport in Penang. After a four-day journey, we drove back to the Abode of Peace in one piece… safely and soundly asleep with a big snore once back home sweet home! During the fasting month until Hari Raya and even after Raya this year, I personally made several trips to Miri (in fact I celebrated double First days of Raya in Malaysia and Brunei Darussalam consecutively!)

Even now as I am posting this, I’m in Miri (having treated my son to a “This Is It” movie a while ago). I watched MJ’s greatest-ever performance yesterday afternoon in Empire Cineplex alone already but I really wanted my kid to watch it, too, although he’s in the middle of his final year exams… hehehhe I just thought that he deserved a bit of a break since he’s been burning the midnight oils for the past week or so.

Speaking of the dearly-departed LEGENDARY Michael Jackson, “This Is It” (as he had tremendously enjoyed perfecting it on stage during the filmed rehearsals when MJ was still pretty much alive and kicking) is simply his PERFECT MASTERPIECE! The King of Pop has left a LEGACY like no other! Never will “This Is It” be equalled by any world-class performers on earth ever again — This Is It is just This Is It! That’s all there is to it…

Tell me how many unpretentious artistes on a global scale has such PASSION and MAGIC like MJ there is? MJ is the symbol of L.O.V.E in this world or even the Hereafter, for that matter… R.I.P & May God bless your soul… Amin! The world & I LOVE YOU!

PLK

My Sad Hari Raya Song… :(

Happy Eid Mubarak Song

Festive air in less than a fortnight

HARI RAYA Aidil Fitri festivity or the Eid Mubarak will be celebrated by all Muslims globally this year most probably on Sunday 20th September 2009 i.e. if the new moon of Syawal or tenth month in the Islamic calendar of Hijrah were to be sighted. The start of Fasting during this month of Ramadan was celebrated uniformly by Muslims all over the world last August 22nd.

Personally, this fasting ritual coupled with anxiety over the coming celebration of Eid ul-Fitri does somehow pose some kind of perplexing issue of balancing between one’s spiritual and worldly agenda.

Given a choice, I would really opt for a much more spiritual and religious outlook toward life in general. The big BUT is that worldly pursuits still need as much attention, if not to give them top priority.

And the real issue actually is to simply go for the middle ground without trying too hard to be neutral about it all. Doing things in moderation is the best way to go about it, really. However, it is worth remembering that once we decide to chase after the highly successful and much more rewarding full blessings of the Hereafter, worldly gains will slowly but surely follow from behind (I still don’t get it yet, though, what that is supposed to mean).

Meaning to say, I could go for the extreme choice in life of ‘holistically’ submitting and completely devoting myself to Islamic piety in true accordance of the “Sunnah” or Islamic teachings as were practised by our beloved Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu Alaihi Wassalam (Peace be upon him) and the “Sahabbah” (loyal followers) during the early days of Islamic civilisation. I mean, imagine the Messenger of Allah only slept on dry date palm leaves as his daily bedding throughout his lifetime! (Whereas all the King’s Men of the Day mostly sleep like kings themselves in king size beds, no less)

I could emulate that kind of lifestyle, no problem, since it was one of the ways of the Prophet or “Sunnah” anyways. It is said that if we practise even one “Sunnah”, we will be rewarded with “Pahala Mati Syahid” or rewards equivalent to death in martyrdom… (in the Hereafter, that is).

It could even be in the most basic form of the way one dresses as well as how one lives on a daily basis without too much excesses or materialistic displays of wealth and sophisticated luxuries.

One “Hadith” or tradition of the Prophet recalled that during the Prophet Muhammad’s time, one of his followers built a huge personal dwelling (almost mansion-like home). And the Prophet always passed through the street along which the friend’s big luxurious house was constructed. The Prophet showed his dislike at such extravagance so much so that the new home owner decided to demolish it and rebuilt a much less ‘intimidating’ residence. If he had lived until today’s modern age, wonder how our beloved Prophet would react to the current trend of lifestyles of the rich and famous in the Arab world?!

I guess the logic in the above story is that why build excessively-lavish homes when a decent one will do as long as there is a roof over one’s head, in a manner of speaking? Look at what tragically happened in Indonesia during last week’s earthquake there, for example. The mostly Muslim Indonesians who lost their houses simply thanked the Almighty for the blessed gifts of their lives still intact although they had to resort to living under makeshift tents now…

And here I am dwelling about how to beautify and re-decorate my home in order to enjoy the Hari Raya this year? All these years, I have never really entertained visitors in my 12-year-old rundown home… so why bother now?! Besides it will cost me a real bomb! And it’s a fortune I cannot afford at all for many years to come…

Come hail or high water (is there such an expression?! Hehehhe), the fasting month is set to end in less than a couple of week’s time. The only main reason to celebrate the Eid Mubarak is if I could in all honesty complete the obligatory fasting ritual with a perfectly ‘balanced score card’… if not then I certainly do not deserve to join in this religious celebration of having successfully overcome all obstacles, temptations during the war within oneself against “Nafs” or literally ‘lustful desires’ for worldly leisures and excitement for the sacrifice of the True Faith in Islam and merely for the sake of Allah the Almighty Lord of the Universe. Still not too late to achieve full marks for ‘bonus rewards’ during the Night of Power or in Malay, “Malam Lailatul Qadar” which is lots better than a thousand months.

Don’t know when that night will come, though… could have happened already or it could occur on odd days of the last 10 days of Ramadan.

WALLAHU A’LAM BISSAWAB
PLK

Patience in darkness…

WHILST IN THE middle of “Sunat Tarawih” prayers (after the obligatory Isyak or Night prayers) in the Masjid Jame’ Asr Hassanil Bolkiah, I somehow felt something didn’t feel right.

So I cut short my prayers to only eight “Rakaats” and rushed to drive over to my mother’s place. Upon reaching the road leading to the house, all the neighbouring homes were in total darkness. My wild guess was that a strong lightning that afternoon might have hit the nearby power station but I wouldn’t know for sure. It was a complete blackout, that’s for sure!

Before coming into the driveway, I simply hoped that my mother would not be home and decided to stay in any of my other siblings’ houses. But I was wrong. Upon entering her bedroom, my elderly Mama was lying comfortably on her bed but still awake, shrouded by pitched darkness with only lighted candles in the house. I asked if she’s alright and she answered that the blackout didn’t bother her that much.

I coaxed her into going out with me for a drive to the “Pasar Malam” to get some thirst-quenching drinks (since all the fridges in the kitchen had been out since about 3 or 4 in the afternoon when the electricity supply to her area got disrupted). During the half-hour night drive, at least she could enjoy some air-conditioning in my car, I thought.

Although, she’s always accompanied and being well-looked after by a young nephew and a niece together with an Indonesian helper, I stayed on until “Sahur” or the Dawn supper (still very much in darkness). My mother was pretty much nonchalant about the power outage and she was so very patient about the whole episode…

For my beloved mother — patience is indeed a virtue!

PLK

Lightning & Thunder on 3rd Day of “Puasa”

THE FASTING month this year has got off to a good start. It is quite heart-rending to welcome this blessed month of Ramadan.

I can only pray that I will be able to fulfill this religious obligation in complete devotion through resilient patience and determined will-power, God Willing (Insya Allah). My son is in high spirits to see to it that he will succeed to last the month and my daughter is keen, too.

I suppose this spiritual time of the year is not to be taken for granted. The insurmountable tests each individual Muslim has to face throughout the month would only mean that one has no choice but to submit to the all-powerful will of the Almighty. Only then should a Muslim be grateful for the opportunity to get closer to the Lord of the Universe. Whether one’s subservience is rewarded or not, that is only for Allah Subhannahu Wataala to judge and to decide what is best for each and every servant of God. After all, Ramadan belongs to Him…

PLK

MARHABAN YA RAMADAN!

IT’S BEEN AGES since I last updated this blog.

Before I knew it, the all-blessed Fasting month is only a day away…

I pray that it will fall on a Holy Friday. If not, Saturday is A OK…

Whatever day the month of Ramadan will shine its Light of Heavenly Ray, the sighting of the new moon of the Month of Allah for a month will stay.

The first day of Fasting is supposed to be the Happiest Day since we are to be thankful for its graceful parley.

This is the beginning of a new day of total spiritual outlay, in a way…

Like all else, time flies and it can be pretty daunting to stay awake in the middle of the day.

Positive thinking, strong determination, will-power all rolled into one heap of quandary. Self-restraint and self-control are orders of the day!

PLK

Nostalgic analysis

JULY 15 comes and goes
Festive atmosphere shows
Human traffic always follows
Where “Gerai Perayaan” bellows

It’s the time of the ‘09 year
King and people unite together
Celebrate 63rd birthday of the Leader
Amidst A(H1N1) scare remains sombre

Fond memories over the years recall
That carnival-like fun was enjoyed by all
These days people-watching at foodstall
Bazaar booths sell all kinds of goods for all

I cruised by at night and simply observed
How pathetic the Bruneian public is being served
Only with static displays of smoky, smelly barbecued
Foodstuff oiled to the meaty, fleshy skin to be preserved

Cars, both flashy and subdued alike, lined along Jalan Sultan
Families and groupies walked in droves straight to the Taman
Most central lighted up square in capital Bandar Seri Begawan
Formerly known as the Padang where stage shows reigned once

Like an army of ants Bruneians flocked to the nightly festivities
Looking forward to having their whales of a time in full activities
Alas, they returned home a bit disappointed due to lull creativities
The most popular buys – the “Sotong Tutuk” and lots other niceties

PLK

SPIRITUAL HEALING

Spiritual healing
A new beginning
Numbness in my
Left index finger
A small growth
Lump in mid-rib
Pins and needles
Feeling swells
Pain a little bit
Caused by swell

Spiritual healing
A new beginning
Heralds a new era
Turning over a new
Leaf in the life story
Of a reckless being
Nurtured by nature
Influenced by evil
Whispers of devilish
Streaks of wildness

Spiritual healing
A new beginning
In search of peace
Tranquility sets in
Looking for love
A soul mate comes
And goes like the wind
Hoping for kindness
Cruelty creeps in
To dear life thee clings

Spiritual healing
A new beginning
Turn to the Creator
Lord of the Universe
Submit in totality
Purity in sincerity
Open in sanctity
Just in consistency
And let the heal
Begins in earnest

PLK

I’ll be there…